| COME ON AND DO IT. |
[Jul. 23rd, 2005|04:58 pm] |
Come on friends, do these things.
What Would You Do If I?
(1) committed suicide:
(2) said i liked you:
(3) kissed you:
(4) lived next door to you:
(5) started smoking:
(6) stole something when i was with you:
(7) was hospitalized:
(8) ran away from home:
(9) got into a fight and you weren't there:
What Do You Think About My:
(1) Personality:
(2) Eyes:
(4) Hair:
(5) Clothes:
Other:
(1) Who are you?
(2) Are we friends?
(3) When and how did we meet?
(4) How have I affected you?
(5) What do you think of me?
(6) What's the fondest memory you have of me?
(7) How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
(8) Do you waaaant me?
(9) Have I ever hurt you?
(10) Would you hug me?
(11) Would you kiss me?
(12) Emotionally, what stands out?
(13) Do you wish I was cooler?
(14) On a scale of 1-10, how rad am I?
(15) Give me a nickname and why you picked it.
(16) Am I loveable?
(17) How long have you known me?
(18) Describe me in one word.
(19) What was your first impression of me?
(20) Do you still that way about me now?
(21) What do you think my weakness is?
(22) Do you think I'll get married?
(23) What about me makes you happy?
(24) What about me makes you sad?
(25) What reminds you of me?
(26) What's something you would change about me?
(27) How well do you know me?
(28) Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
(29) Do u no me good?
(30) Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?
(31) Would u date me?
(32) What do u wanna do the most with me? |
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| YuP... |
[Mar. 9th, 2005|05:05 pm] |
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Man, I had to do a 20 minute presentation today with Arek ( my partner) for conservation science. We kicked ass though. Our TA even said that she wished the professor had seen it, because we really knew what we were talking about. So that was good. the only bad thing is I AM SICK! sore throat, stuff nose, headache, body ache. U know all that good stuff. YuCkY! Andy has class until 8 tonite, and we will probably hang out after hes done with that. Tom is leaving for Oklahoma today for some race or something, so i won't be able to see him till Monday... :( so sad! I need my Best friend with benefits back. Damn hes SO FUCKING HOTT i can't even stand it! I am so fickle it scary... Anyways, Last night I went to the UWM basketball game with Andrew Schmitt. UWM won by 1 point with 4 seconds left! it was SUPER EXCITING! The game was on ESPN (if anyone watches it). We had fun. Got kinda drunk and then went to the game, it was fun. Plus we did a lot of talking which is nice since we don't ever hang out 1 on 1 anymore cuz my other friends moved in with him, so we all chill together! which is AWESOME don't get me wrong, but its nice to just do stuff alone with people sometimes. Well I am going to nap, cuz i feel like SHIOT! and need to rest! Nite nite all ;) |
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| haven't done this in awhile... |
[Feb. 28th, 2005|10:20 am] |
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I wonder if n e one even reads this shit any more? ANYONE OUT THERE?! just kidding. Anyways, school is sucking but oh well, its school. I stay at Andy's apartment almost every night. Weird. our relationship seems so serious, until i am not around him. then I ALWAYS cheat. Whats my problem? Am i going through the "college girl phase" discovering my own sexuality? I'm really not sure. I go out on dates with guys, and usually advertise myself as single, but not wanting any commitment. Which is sort of true. I mean i HAVE a commitment to Andy, but yet, I have crushes on guys and then i act on them. Is this wrong? Were not married, and I am pretty sure Andy knows. he always mentions shit about "how he knows that i cheat on him." I love him and want to be with him in the end. i can't IMAGINE anyone better than him. But yet I don't want to be serious yet. GAWD, why me? Maybe I just party too much, and too hard. But oh well, that can't stop! I gotta party like a rock star! any comments? |
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| Back to school! |
[Sep. 2nd, 2004|05:32 pm] |
Now that i am back in school i figured i had to know what kind of drink fit me... so here it is!
TEQUILA
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| I figured it out! |
[Aug. 4th, 2004|12:38 pm] |
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Yea so, I got an email from my "friend" Tyler in CA... sooo he basically said, that his "ex" Gf may moving down to CA and she is coming to visit him at the end of this month. So basically i am SOL with this guy. Which sucks cuz i did really like him, but i think that it is 2 far of a distance to work anyways. the thing that REALLY SUCKS is, that i lost a "best friend" i told this guy EVERYTHING and he told me EVERYTHING, but since we met we have only talked 1 time... I dunno, i probably should have let well enough alone huh? hopefully things will go back to normal when i move back to school, the party's and classes, and BOYS will hopefully get my mind off of things! but i REALLY WANT TO GO TO CA again! LOL it really has NOTHING to do with Tyler, I REALLY LIKE IT THERE! I think i may go down there again, but NOT tell him that i am there... i guess why fuck shit up EVEN more than it is already, besides, i doubt his x gf would like that i was down there... Well *sigh* everything happens for a reason. Maybe there is a reason i met Tyler, and a reason that he lived so far, and reason that it didn't work out. Either way its ALL GRAVY BABY! I am SOO not sure what i want to do with my life! Maybe move out of Milwaukee, and maybe i should stay... but i probably should figure it out huh? I don't think i want to be super serious with Andy, but i should probably treat him better... he has been putting up with WAY too much of my shit, and if someone was doing that to me i would have told them to go fuck themselves a LONG ASS TIME AGO! I suppose everything happens for a reason, and my destiny doesn't lie in CA with Tyler... But hey, maybe things will work themselves out. I just like how i can talk 2 him. I feel comfortable with him. hes a cool kid. BUT!!! THE GOOD THING IS!!! Andy is home on Sunday from Las Vegas, and he still loves me, so for now i have something to do... but HEY who knows who will come along next??? I move back to school on the 30th of August SOO maybe CUTE BOYS ON MY FLOOR?!?! YES! (At least i am back to myself eh??) |
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| Mondays are boring |
[Aug. 2nd, 2004|04:05 pm] |
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Yea, soooo... today is monday and i am at work... BORING!!! anyways, Andy left last nite at like 10pm to go to Vegas with some friends... Cuz one of his friends is getting married out there on the 4th.. i think andy will be back on the 7th. Anyways, he is trying to get back with me, and i dunno if i should/want to. I like him and he is being GREAT to me. He said he was sorry 4 all the bull shit that we delt with last time we dated, and i do believe him. but the problems that i have with him is TRUST! and how much he drinks. I know that he drinks WAY too much. We talked about it once and i told him i was not going to speak to him, anymore if he didn't stop. he did for about 2 weeks,and then he slowly went back to getting drunk every weekend, hang overs in the mornings, and "getting a buzz" on thursday nites. and any other nite that he goes to a "party".. I guess i hate when he drinks! he gets in fights with his friends, bar fights, and even him and i have gotten into fights while he is drunk. He isn't him when he is drinking, and i HATE IT! drunk Andy is an unreasonable ASSHOLE! sober Andy is a sweet and caring guy. But Sober Andy can't deal with the world, and can't have fun, unless he is drunk andy. I know that i can't make him Stop drinking. and when i bring it up he says that i should stop nagging him, and that he is 22 and every one who is 22 drinks as much as he does... I mean yea, his friends drink like he does, but they don't get SOO drunk. His friend go looking for fights when they are drunk. and I HATE IT!!! I don't know what the deal is with them. its like they want to be drunk, and violent, to have fun. but one day it is going to get WAY out of control and some one is going to get hurt. I think Andy knows deep down inside that he is an alcholic, but i don't know what to do about it... i don't know if i can even help him stop. But i don't think i want to get re-involved with a guy who drinks that much. but in a way i already feel like we are involved. we hang out ALL the time and act like we are dating again, but i just keep saying i don't want the title.. i am not sure what to do.. Life... Hmmm... |
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| confusion |
[Jul. 30th, 2004|03:24 pm] |
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Life is a confusing thing.... Last nite i spent the night at the mall with Andy... He bought me everything that i wanted, took me to dinner, and did ANYTHING I wanted... I love Andy to death he is my best friend... But i can't decide if i am "in love with him" or if i just "Love him as a friend" I saw Adam last nite too... it was weird. i was walking in the mall and he waled right past me. he made eye contact, and looked at me, but he said nothing... Ever since the whole "falling out" he hasn't talked to me. I really used to like Adam (as a friend)... he had a personality that really understood me, and we got along really well... But we came into some issues regarding other people, and our friendship ended over that... i am not so much mad, i guess just sad... but the weird thing is that my friend in Cali reminds me of Adam, just in the personality... like neither of them take any of my shit, and they refuse to play any emotional games.. i look at tyler (friend from ca) and some times i think that it is going to end just like Adam and my friendship ended, with neither f us talking. I am a stuborn person, and they are both very stuborn people. Prehaps i am better suited to date easy going, and laid back guys who are more likely to give me my way. But there is something about a guy who is harder to get along with, and won't take my shit that is SUPER attractive. Though it is attractive, i just don't know if a guy like that will ever work out for me... |
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[Jul. 26th, 2004|02:12 pm] |
 You Are Right Brained In LoveBit of a drama queen Peacemaker, first to end a fight Good at thinking up creative dates Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily Going with your gut instead of your head Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault Good at recognizing patterns in relationships Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart
Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love? Take This Quiz :-)Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance. |
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| i am the BEST!!!! |
[Apr. 23rd, 2004|05:03 pm] |
You're a Dream GF!
You're a definite keeper. You're not needy or clingy and you're almost as much fun to be around as one of the guys! You know exactly how much space your guy needs and how to keep your own groove on while in a relationship. |
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| my love life |
[Apr. 22nd, 2004|06:50 pm] |
The Sudden Departure
Random Brutal Love Master (RBLMf)
Sweet. Dear. Loving. At Gate 18. Final call.
You are The Sudden Departure.
You've been in a lot of serious relationships. More than a few have ended ugly. Uglily. Whatever. Our guess is that you're a really fantastic girl who doesn't really know what she wants, and you've broken a few hearts as a result. You fall for people easily, and you enjoy the feeling of falling in love, but once you're there, either boredom or the old "grass is greener" syndrome sets in. The mind wanders, and with it goes the flesh. And then the toiletries.
Your exact opposite:
The Intern
Deliberate Gentle Sex Dreamer
We know you're not the classic "love 'em and leave 'em" type, at least not in a purely sexual sense. You have too many serious bonding tendencies for that. But even though you're theoretically looking to settle down, you don't settle long on one person. "Serial monogamist" is probably something you hear a lot. "Emotionally loose" is another way to put it. To the poor guys eating your dust and sniffing your panties, it doesn't really make much difference. Of course, it's not really your fault that people get hurt. You have every right to move on when you choose.
ALWAYS AVOID: The Backrubber, The Gentleman
CONSIDER: The Vapor Trail, someone just like you |
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| I AM NOT A SLUT!!! CHECK IT OUT! |
[Apr. 21st, 2004|02:29 pm] |
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You are a Slutcom 1, also known as the normal level of slutcom. This category is characterized by occasional hook-ups. These hook-ups are with people that could be potential relationship material, though that's not always 100 percent. They also tend to be not overly physical; sex is rare for a slutcom 1 - and generally, isn't much of a concern.
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Take the slutcom litmus test!
The slutcom litmus test originated in A Word of Advice.
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| Cali boy |
[Apr. 20th, 2004|04:35 pm] |
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I am on the My Space website, which is lots of fun, thanX 2 all those told me i had to join, Shelley and Leah! Anyhow, weirdest thing ever happened I met the nicest guy, but he lives in CA. how bad does this suck? seriously he is nice and really sweet, not to mention super hott (at least from his pix, as far as i can tell). I talk to this guy all the time. He can make me smile and laugh like no one i know. he seiously says the sweetest things in the world and really has the GREATEST PERSONALITY!!! I sooo wish he lived close, but oh well nothing i can do about it. *sigh* why me??? anyone got advise? feel free to give me input... |
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| Andy |
[Apr. 14th, 2004|05:39 pm] |
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I am getting sooo sick of being in a relationship with Andy! he gets me soo angry all the time. Like last night, he didn't want to come pick me up from the dorms, and he lives like 2 minutes away. He ALWAYS is whining about being too tired, unless it is convenient for him. The funny thing is, he can't drive 2 minutes out of his way to come get me, but i write his fucking re-search papers for him. As if I don't have enough things that I could be doing! Hmmm the first paper i wrote for him took me 2 hours to write, and he didn't even do any research, so I just winged it, and got him a B. The second paper that I am STILL working on, for the past week, has to be 6 pages with intext cites. Hmmm I have 2 papers that I have to write for myself this week, HELLO!!! I lended him my car last week cuz his WRX got hit in a car accident sooo I let him take mine. I go out of my way ALL THE TIME for him. I really feel like he never goes out of his way for me. Its as if he doesn't really care. Which he probably doesn't. He promised to take me out to a nice dinner tonight, and my phone rings at 5:30... Oh yea its Andy, and he is like do u think u can call and make reservations for dinner tonight? GRRRR that is SOOO last minute! I am already ready to go go to dinner, and look all cute, and he just ruined it, now i don't feel special, and i don't feel important anymore! But the funny thing is, it's like i already knew ahead of time that he wasn't going to make the reservations, because I called at noon and made them just in case he didn't come through. WELL GUESS WHAT! HE DIDN'T! I Wish i could say that i was surprised, but i am really not. I wouldn't even be surprised if tonight he asked me if we could cancel dinner to go to one of his friends houses so that he could hang out and get drunk. In his defense he does have a full time job, and usually ends up working overtime, which he doesn't get paid for since he is on salary, and he does go to school part time. I know that it is hard for him but it is hard for me too. I was on Dean's list last semester when I wasn't dating him, and i have a feeling that I will not be on the Dean's list this semester... i don't blame him, i think that i am ALWAYS JSUT TOO concerned with him. He doesn't try that hard to make me feel secure in our "relationship" he just tells me to STOP ASKING SO MANY QUESTIONS... but maybe if he hadn't cheated on me like 6 months ago i would be secure... i just don't know if it is worth it anymore... |
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| MY weekend!!! |
[Mar. 7th, 2004|01:08 pm] |
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Friday i played poker with some friends before i went to go danceing with my friends on friday, to see Frankie bones... who ended up canceling like 2 hours before, but we went n e ways, and saw mike Wher, and Diva D... it was fun!!! then saterday i went to my friend jims with Andy and a bunch of other kids! i got pretty drunk but it was fun! and they decided that we were going to the bar! I didn't want to cuz, i was already drunk and i didn't have my fake ID sooo i was worried!!! but andy and all his friends MADE me go, they carried me like all the way there! i was pretty pissed, but it turned out to be a fun time! We only hadda a few beers and then andy and i left. He took me to Ma Fishers to make up for me being mad about being literally dragged to the bars. He had pancakes, sausage,and eggs over hard, and i had hashbrowns, eggs over easy, and toast!!! it was YUMMY!! i stole the salt and pepper shakers too, cuz he had no salt and pepper at his appartment. but now he does!!! the funny thing was, at Ma Fishers, our waitress was Mark (Jessica Ohelocks) friends roommate. Many of us have met him, that y i mention it... So i slept by Andys appartment cuz we couldn't drive, and he droped me off sunday at like 12:30!!! so thats my weekend! pretty fun eh? |
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| A-Z quiz |
[Mar. 4th, 2004|04:45 pm] |
A - Age : 18
B - Band listening to right now: mindless self indulgence
C - Career future: advertising?
D - Dad's name: Kevin
E - Easiest person to talk to: Shelley...
F - Favourite song: Gylcerine by Bush
G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: BEARS!!
H - Hometown: Cedarburg, WI
I - Instruments: i used 2 play panio
K - Kids: not 4 awhile!
L - Longest car ride ever: New York... or maybe South Dakota... either way they both SUCKED
M - Mom's name: Diane
N - No. of people you slept with: Not telling!
P - Phobia[s]: elevators, just getting stuck in one. snakes too.
Q - Favourite Quote: "We come to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly" ... i know its fruity, but it is cute.
R - Reason to smile: FLIRTING! I LOVE TO FLIRT
S - Song you sang last: Ms. Independence
T - Time you wake up: 8:30-9:00 a.m. for school.. otherwise noon after party nights...
U - Unknown fact about me: i haven't tasted meat in 6 about 6 years!!!
V - Vegetable you hate: tomatoes and broccoli
W - Worst habit: always putting on make-up
X - X-rays you've had: shoulder, leg, chest, teeth, wrist, back...
Y - Yummy food: I LOVE veretarian food, especially chinese
Z - Zodiac sign: Virgo. |
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[Feb. 27th, 2004|10:35 pm] |
SORRY LEAH MY FISH BEAT YOUR FISH!!!!
meghann
Weather Loach
Agility
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21Origins
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